Tablighi Kitabs for Reference and Readings

Assalaamu'alaikum wa Rahmatullah!

These kitabs issued by Tablighi movement and Deobandi ulamas are quite useful and beneficial. I had read some of them but I do not have hard copies with me to distribute to others. Once the musalla near my house is opened, I will try to get the kitab and offer it to the house of worship for Tablighi brothers in the area facility to conduct their taklim or activities, His Will. May Allah grant those fellow brothers peaceful, patience and sincere heart for the effort on conveying the message of mercy, amin!

The online kitabs that I have with me are in English. I had downloaded all of them for my readings when I am free and for additional knowledge because many things that we do not know or had lost in ourselves. I had read and listened to Hindu kitabs reading by singers like the late Mukesh about the destruction of the world and the quotes of Hindu sages explanation like Resi Vyasa and it is regarding this epoch of the darkness we are currently in. Human are now losing spirituality, manner, and knowledge that leads us to know Him. We without realizing have no time to learn the knowledge of responsibility because the nature of the epoch is deceiving us. It's quite difficult for brothers and sisters in faith to understand and this is my past experience. I do not intend to talk about this in length. I am also aware about the sign of the Resurrection mentioned in Hadith Qudsi.

Here are some sharings, brother and sisters in faith may download them, print them out if brothers and sisters have no access to Islamic kitabs in the area and read them together with family or friends after Fajar prayer or any other suitable prayer services as a beneficial activity whenever free and not occupied. I know that there are many silent young Muslims out there. This is specially for all of you.

All of these kitabs were compiled into a large kitaab called as Fadhail 'Amal which is now being read by Tablighi brothers everywhere in our country and they have Malay version for this. If brothers and sisters are English speakers, then use English kitabs so you may understand the messages as well, may Allah helps you with His boundless mercy and guidance.

1. Stories of the Noble Prophet Companions

2. Virtues of the Glorious Quran

3. Virtues of Prayers

4. Virtues of Remembering the God

5. Virtues of Conveying the Message

6. Virtues of Pilgrimage

7. Muslim Degenaration and Its Remedy

8. Fadhail Durood

special gratitude to: islamibayanaat.com and Tablighi brothers who patiently introduced me their movement

This is my tribute and respect for beloved brothers and sisters if you are by accident coming across this humble site. His Will, I would share online sources here if I have them may everyone get the benefit as well. I have no other way for salvation in this limited time before leaving this world except transmitting whatever that we have. 

I don't know what to call myself because I found that I am not qualified to be a Tabligh and feeling myself as not worth to receive any acknowledgement or being known after I went for Tablighi camp. Actually I had feel this since long ago, not only after the bayaans camp. Maybe I am just His unworthy servant traveling around and indirectly serving everyone in His path. Only He is the One worth to be known throughout the Universe, glorified be His Great Name.

My message to every faithful servant, try to avoid criticizing brothers' movements. If they are doing everything according to the Quranic teaching and Sunnah angles, they are rightful for patronage and assistance of all brothers. It is illegal and haram according to His holy Path to hurt brothers and sisters physically or orally. Instead show respect and mercy to every soul.

Please help me recite salawat for prophet Muhammad s.a.w and his family, and his companions. Please pray for the well-being of every brother and sister around you to appreciate and honor them no matter they are related to you or not. Whether you frequently see them or not or whether you have hadhrah together with them. Say prayers for them and let them listen only prayers.

Help us pray also for His mercy upon other creatures visible and invisible and for fellow non-Muslim brothers and sisters, thank you. Sealed with prayers for peace, love, and mercy for beloved brothers and sister in faith, amin! 

Ghasht on Saturday Evening

Assalaamu'alaikum wa Rahmatullah!!!

First of all, this is just what I personally feel. I don't have any intention to defame others instead I love everyone who are in love with Allah 'Azza wa Jalla. We just received a visit from members of Jama'at-e-Tabligh where there were 3 students from the German Malaysian Institute (GMI) accompanied by three public members of the jama'at representing the musalla under the flat near my neighborhood which is known as Sulau al-Hidayah.

I always praying my congregational prayers at the musalla if I do not attend the services in our mosques. We have two mosques here in our neighborhood which are the Putra Mosque and Sultan Mizan Zainal Abiddin Mosque. Sometimes I would also attend the kuliyyah in Bangi Mosque. I notice that the musalla at the neighborhood has Bangladeshi and Mamak congregations.

It is normal thing where the ghasht would persuade people to join the activities such as bayan in the mosque or musalla. Then they would have persuasion session called tashkeel. In persuassion session they would have name recording for those who made the 'azam (determination) to perform khuruj (outing) for da'awa. The uncles and students greet me and asking for few minutes to listen to them. I just keep my silence and showing the sign that I am listening. What the uncle talked to me was about not many people are thinking about the problem of nations, we can see the example in Saudi Arabia and others where during salaat services many are outside of the musalla or the places of worship. That is why the nations receive not success. If students failed in worldly exams, they would have other chances to repeat whatever they failed. But the hereafter is different thing. I agree with him, but the part where countries like Saudi Arabia has no people praying in the musalla I could not agree because Saudi has mutawwa (religious police) to enforce the law where all of the business must be stopped when the calling for salaat is aired. I was in Mecca when I bought some medication in a sayyadliyye or a pharmacy and the shopkeeper grabbed back the plastic bag in my hand. He returned my money and shoving me outside of the shop because he must close the shop and stop the business for prayer time. Still Saudi Arabia is not a successful country in managing the morality of its citizen. What are other important things beside the faith and practices?...    

And for the students leaving the worldly business or repeating whatever that they didn't pass. I actually had realized this since I had identity crisis and facing failures after failures in my studies. It is different because the feeling when we face the failures is unbearable compared to what we talk in our speech. Each time I faced failures and seeing people around could go on with their life without obstacles, I would have the feeling like I am going to die. I did meditations prayed to bodhisatvas and hiding myself in my room for two days and nights without any food or drinks after I received my SPM result and I didn't get to go anywhere like other students. I realize there are many people facing this kind of situation or even worse. But this is just how I felt. This was before I repent and return to the path of ancestors. Then, it is among the way how I realized my responsibility to serve Him and toward my pathetic self. It doesn't come in a day time and only with a lecture at the door for persuasion :'(

I encountered this incident with few Tabligh friends in my current hostel before the end of the term. Those who were eager to convert me and persuaded me to be apart of their jama'at. I love to see these kids with devotion to Him and to His messenger s.a.w. It was very rare to be seen anywhere because youngsters always think of entertainment and influenced by hedonism culture. I am actually a loyal friend. I would protect my friends even if I have to sacrifice myself but I don't think they consider me as their friend. Maybe I have no significance in their life and that is ok because I always assume myself as meaningless but they shouldn't do that to people. Well, I was quite sad and I cried in my heart whenever I recall back the memories and whenever I saw the routes to the Bengal mosque. I tried to avoid them in the beginning after I know about their details but they are those who had approached me. I thought that they were eager to teach me about their organization or jama'at system and I humbled my knees to them but in the end I was left alone in their grand camp in Sri Petaling. They've got worldly offer and just leaving their meaningless friend without notifying anything. That is why I prefer not to make promise to people around.

In term of da'awa, as I always stressed. We do not separate da'awa from our life. We Muslims are always da'ie to ourselves and others. Maybe for few people, da'awa would be performed in specific time based on sunnah and the interpretations of tradition but for me, I assume it as daily responsibility and it is a very very important task. Even I walked into churches or temples and performing rehlah as apart of jihad. Whatever that we aren't capable to do, we would never try to talk about it or persuade others to do. 

I don't know whether I was officially converted into jama'at-e-tabligh member after sessions in Sri Petaling but I would just consider myself as a humble nation of Muhammad s.a.w and a follower of the path of Ibrahim a.s. I had already vowed myself, kneel down my dirty self before Him and giving myself to serve His teachings and for His protection in holy Mecca in the Haram ash-Shareef. I don't even think of any pleasure anymore but just feel this beautiful life and body as a cage for my soul. I regret myself for leaving my responsibility when I was a young kid. I am trying to return to the path, it is still far as if it is impossible for me to achieve... 

For the next semester, I don't think that I would join the musalla down the hostel anymore. I would just walk myself to the mosque like I was in my first degree time. I hope that no one ever know me but I just want to perish with His holiest Name. I would like to say to tabligh friends, thank you for your teaching and kindness to me. I will always appreciate that. Lakin mujhe ma'af kar di jiye hamra farmaiye, aapni bharosa ko sabh barbad kar diyatha :'((

I suppose to join a party held for sister Daphne to say farewell. Last time we also had brother Marlin but I don't really care about these caucasian brothers and sisters. Second sister persuaded me to join, who knows we might get benefits and contacts in Europe but just refused it. Just wanted to thank Marlin for helping with my dad last Ramadhan to the hospital while I was in the hostel. You're a good boy.

I don't care about these. Just miss Allah 'Azza wa Jalla. I don't know why I am here in the earth, it is a torment too but I hope He would be merciful to me when I see Him. At least I could see Him without feeling ashamed of myself, that would be great :'( Sealed with prayers for peace, mercy, and love for beloved brothers and sisters.