Assalamu'alaikum wa Rahmatullah!
I'm done with first chapter, thank You Lord!!!!!!! I'll return for Penang and planning spiritual plan for myself on papers to get the success in the world and the hereafter. He is our purpose of life and death... He is our intention... His Blessing, Mercy, Love and Pleasure are what we are trying to beg!!!!!!!!
No mercy toward myself anymore, no pampering anymore we are in evil period and time is running out before He is taking away the knowledge and kitabs from our heart and soul. I'll have to beat my nafs and rotten flesh hard without any mercy for deceiving my heart view toward Him and listening to evil environment around, His Will!!! Everything must be according to Quranic responsibility and Sunnah! I must punish myself for violating Quran and Sunnah, repent ya 'abdullahhhhhhh!
As a reminder ya 'abdullah, don't stop fasting this Thursday until the half of Sya'aban in order to celebrate and inviting holy month, Ramadhan Mubarak. Today is already 10th of Sya'aban. We pray and fast only for Him, not only in specific nights but we must always remember Him in every second of our life. The hadith about prayers all night long in 15th of Sya'aban is weak, so don't take it seriously. However, ones who always perform optional fasting could always fast to remember Him and for self purification according to valid sources and practices.
Give the right of the God in ourselves, give the right of our selves to our selves, and the right of everyone according to their places.
May our journey this Thursday being a safe journey under His protection. May our works done followed by His Help and Supervision. Our Lord, give us patience and strength to walk through this thorny and tormenting world. May we finish everything according to the time and no time being wasted. Forgive me for times wasted. Sealed with prayers for peace, mercy, and love for dearly brothers and sisters, amin!